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woke up at 0430
tot i was still in ubin.
i reached outr front
trying to find the zip with eyes closed
haha! tot i was in a tent
realized i was back home
slept somemore. woke up at 8am
alone le. watched tv.. ate breakfast
trying to get away the feeling
of missing obs..
haix. went to skool for photo taking
the sec 3s were like dead. haix.
den went to tiong bahru
grabbed stuff. went to g'ma place
6pm.. came home.
did my laundry. ironed my clothes
now blogging
trying to get ready for tmr's big walk.
haix. k pple..
'nuff said. here
OBS totally RULEZ!!
tough but manageable n fun!!
tough cos of the obstacles
[like cleaning n the insects]
manageable n fun is cos of..
the instructors!! and the activities!!
k. lemme flash back ya all!!
170504~
reached skool.. was excited
class was the 2nd last to leave
got to punggol. everyone was talking
it was blazing hot!! took the boat
reached there.got our groups.
i was in raffles. wit sam, jing2, nurul, soefie,
yuan mei, julia, kavina, xiao jie, cherilyn,
xin ling, prathipa, sin hui, leanne n liu qiong
ur buddy watch[groups] was battuta
we broke the ice soon after
our instuctor was steven
[aka 'mama lemon' cos his name sounds like detergent in chinese]
his hair was super straight
like rebonded n girl
battuta's was lewis. haha
said tat mebbe they were gays
did bellaying [lyk rock climbing]
den pitched tents, sorted food n cooked it
was fun!
180504~
woke up early to make milo
din bathed cos going kayaking
kayaking was great
at first me n nurul kayaked
den we too great[haha. ego!]
had to spilt cos boith strong kayakers
so i paired with jingjing
nurul n julia
den me n jingjing got stuck in the mangrove
while the rest were trying to capsize[a 'test']
whistled. nobody came.
but finally we did it!!
so proud of ourselves..hehe
den went to the mangrove
fishes were flying crazily about
den went back to shore
bathed. full of sand!!
rained. most of them slept.
me n sam were singing 'rain rain go away'
finally it went off. den started again
den soefie sang. it went off.
went to did double dangle duo
had to climbed logs
cool. me n nurul made it to the top for our group
den the rest oso. neh mind if they din't
wad matters was we did our best!!
left to cook dinner.
slept in the tents
190504~
woke up at 0430
cooked milo wit sam.
the rest helped to unpitch the tents
nobody bathed. haha. cldn't be bothered.
the leftovers we gave some to livingstone
n a few pple whgo walked past us
just drank frm the pot ler..
went kayakking for 15km
started out at 9.
rained. the sea was rough n we were going agnst it
after lunch. we slowed down.
pple got seasick. waited for them.
nurul n my kayak kept going to the open sea
and the current kept turning us to the right
haha.. finally we moved as a whole fleet
sang songs to boost our spirits.
den suddenly sakinah screamed
we tot they were capsizing
but a fish got into her kayak.
den duno how it got out
farah kept laughing at her
few metres l8ter farah screamed
den she laughed
she tot there was a fish in the kayak.
den she looked down to see her whistle
tickling her feet. hahaha
reached there.. so happy!!
carried the kayaks n back packs up..
shifted to the campsite
dived in the quarry
so nice!! but only got a minute..haix
the place was so filled wit INSECTS!!
which bites pple!!
ergh!! den we kept swatting them
even when pitching the tents
decided not to eat dinner
slept soon after. tired. squeezed.
anw. b4 tat we saw armstrong n cook
they very pitiful.. filled wit mud
den came back late..
cos their route had to go to the mangrove
200405~
woke up at 12 midnite.
heard riana dey all talking.
den heard tat jingjing was sick
but duno wad happened
woke up at 0415. did nothing
sam woke up at 0430
cooked the instant noodles
anchovies n sardines
the rest woke up.
ate and unpitched the tent
insects were damn irritating!!
gave some food to the cook-ies
sent off atmenson [sorry abt the speeling]
trekked back to base camp
gave out dried food while trekking
had trouble finding our clue
sheesh.. it was near a chinese tombstone
still remember the quote
good judgement comes from experience
but experience comes from bad judgement
cool! in a jiffy. back to base camp
went to jetty to welcome da gama
went to built a raft to save steven's spirit
failed. sad. den wen shakelstone cannot make it
it was even sadder. theirs was so nice.
n we were so sure tat it wld work..
haix. fate2.
went back to store
built tents and cooked food.
was delicious. had a bath
fooh! was so freaking nice
to be SOOOO clean!!
steven talked to us
we asked lotsa qns. den he told us a 'ghost story'
haha. was fake le. screamed like wad.
went to 'sleep'
talked first. den instructors came.
had to sleep. lights off. stars were wonderful
so bright, sparkly.. decorating the purple sky
made a silent wish..
210504~
last day at obs. sad~
last nite slept at the place
where the ht elements were
101 steps up!!
filled wit mosquitoes
had to sleep while swatting them
woke up. had to clean up the store
wrote to steven a letter.
gave him food n made for him orange juice
ate some food. packed bag. ate oranges
talked to steven. paid for wad we lost
bought souvenirs. talked some more
can't believe he can finish the whole bottle so fast.
waited for the boat for an hour
talked n ate raw mushrooms
left ubin. felt sad but cldn't cry.
most of the insturctors were smiling
so how to cry..
missed ubin n the pple ready
waah. wanna stay there longer!!
ok. gona talk abt boring stuff.
examinations.
sucked big time!!
i am so freaking screwed!!!
made it all so challenging.
fukc the setters
so depressed.
no mood for obs. sad k.
haix. least it's over.
k. tats all.
[in a dead tone] yeah~ reincarnation day for me.
haix. wished i had absent myself
would rather sleep or even revise!!
and mind u revising=torture
which means the lessons
were so freakishly BORING big time
ok. study study study.
better do it now.
~wootz.. almost choked~
forgot wad to write. heeyer
lemme tink
friday~
malay paper was difficult
the peribahasa was alright
but the compre..
i tink my answers were a load of rubbish
and my karnagan...just hope it won't b out of pt
had a maths after that
yea! passed a class test finally
haha n there was coordinate geometry mind you
haha kinda funny. walked wit joyce to mrt station
den i went to tbp.
met sheryl, chiew yong, su bing n rui shan
bought stuff.
thurday~
english paper was.. ergH!
but at least i completed it on time
phew. went out wit frin, afiza, fiz, nad n faz
sent faz home den went westmall to eat kfc
was dang filling n din't really had to pocket out money
thanks frin!
went tuition
trouble brewed over the guys
mebbe i sat at the wrong place?
after class. one of them decided to show his anger
show off! den dey like wana fight.
i duno cos i took the lift wit vinca n juit lian
hope everything's fine
wednesday~
did some last minute english revision
went to cine kfc wit fiz
met- no. more like saw julian at cine
haha i tink tat was funny
din't expect anyone i noe to b at cine
'cept for crescentians.
nad was absent. duno wad happened to her
anw 1/3 of my class absent themselves
haix. chatted n did a maths
tuition was ok. can barely survive
and the place suddenly became so cold!
anw it rained. at night. first time tis wk i tink.
kinda glad.
nw munching famous amos cookies.
i dun wana binge but i tink i am haha
troubled yet no one to talk to
i just wana live tis life all over again
but once the ammendments are made
nothing will be the same
and it's just no fun.
u said you loved me
but have u ever?
u left me in the lurch
and expects me to be at your beck and call
u noe i am not tat kind of girl
and i dun intend to be one
ur words are so sharp
tat it tore my heart into pieces
i tried to rebuke the words
with words of wisdom or calmly
but u just take it wrong
issit my fault for nt letting u noe?
or are u just like tat or testing me?
or.. did we made a mistake??
i noe i said someone who loves to argue
but not all the time
u tink u can win me by ur possessions?
you don't!
i only love u for ur character n the real you
so.. quit it already! or continue if u must
probably.. u do love me
like the old saying tat goes
"u often hurt the ones u love"
-anonymous
haha suddenly forgot the day le
nw supposed to hav dk but they finding some tune
i'm gong le. haha. just finished the NSW paper
did it like anyhow k. gona fail le. anw nt fair k..
there's some bio stuff lor.
anw noelle, apphia, riana and genesis got to take the pc tablet
so unfair! haha.. was told tat they had to be in an ad
hehe.. kononnya kiter the first skool to launch
wtc. haha
monday~
went to harbourfrnt mc d to study chem??
sorta. went home. did some english thingies
but felt so toot.
cos the darn laptop broke dwn
stupid screen blur and moving
den my parents blew up
lyke my problem k!!
den had to do sth to it
finally it was ok.
woohoo.. i rulez!!
sunday~
madrasah? tini din come
so not fun. but the order of the table was erh.
was so sleepy n hungry
den at dusk. erh. went to ecp
to cycle. my sis was so freaking noisy
wit her skates. haix. so nice to see ecp again
n the feel of the wind blowing in my face
was woah! haha
saturday~
can't really remember wad happened
haha.
nw i am blardy sleepy.. but the noise outside prevents me to
anw got this bugging headache frm just now
felt like fainting.. but i din't
tts so sad. n my bean bag slipped lor!!
for shuttle run. den 11. sth!!!!
was so fcuking angry. cldn't be bothered.
blehx.
whee~ finally can blog!!
fri~
just cldn;t stand the 3 periods of english
felt like bursting!!!
cleaned up the classrm
did some vocab
suddenly tat woman came to our class
suddenly we did some stretching
like wth? wen did we ever?
did some oral thingie
felt like a kindergartener
den tat woman interrupted
just cos one person asked to be excused
but two pple went out
den at the end of the class
tat woman gave her words of 'advice'
as if! scolded us for nothing
u try n stand 3 periods of english wit him!!
arh. fuck.
now.. at home le. waiting for the rain to stop
feeling bored. n pissed.
thurs~
went cine wit fiz n nad
ate den did a maths
left for tuition at 4.45?
was l8te but not considered
did acs(i) 2001 paper
was kinda ok. 'cept co-ordinate geometry
afraid for a maths test
the class was super noisy
haha talked crap le.
went tiong bahru. saw a doctor. fever. sorta
went popular. grabbed some stuff
left for home
watched spice siblings n ai3.
jennifer hudson shld NOT b out!!
it's so fungus-ing unfair!
din hav the mood to watch OC
studied a maths instead
found out tat coord geog was ok
mon~
bored.bored.bored
but at least mr phua completed one section of trigo
wadever. p.e did the gunny sack thingie
wed~
study. study study
went orchard library
did some revision while hearing the songs
halfway thru i dozed off
haha went for tuition
duno y everytime he smiled
i will laugh. haha. like so cute
den someone kept looking at me
made me self conscious
but pretended not to notice le. haha
woohoo! understood the chem calculations n all!
physics test was argh!
tues~
p.e did erh. 22 incline pull ups
felt weird le. ying jia did 25? wah..
must work on my hands n leg muscles
so weak. ergh. assembly was some class interaction
3c3 04 class character: Spiderman.. to save the world!!
went home. continued physics. did some a maths too
hoping tat the phy paper wld b not so difficult
mon~
went home. first time came home so early
haha nothing much to do
hw n revision
felt the sudden urge to study physics
the feeling left as soon as it got to me hehe
felt so lazy.
so took my books to qnstown library
checked out some books den got to noe tat my card
has been restricted. hu cares le. so decided to study
yea! finally understood critical angle and wadever